HI

So, I was thinking,

and I realised that no matter what I do in life, I want to be known. I'm an attention whore like that. I can't stand not being noticed. ._.

I feel like shit.

Seriously. I'm either shivering like mental, or really hot and I keep having these headaches, wtf is wrong with me? .__.

Most people are most affraid of what they don't know

Like, how they don't know what people will think of them if they share something about themselves, they don't know if the person will understand or not, and that's scary. For example, you are ill in hospital and the doctors don't know what the illness is, you're afraid of how bad it turns out to be and by doing so, you expect the worst and dread the results. It may just be a simple cold. Everyone comes to a time when they worry what people will think of them and there is always going to be someone who hates you for who you are, and a part of who you are is how you battle the fucktards. Hate is not biologically ingrained in people. They hate out of ignorance, not being able to understand and how they were brought up. So yeah, be yourself and be happy about it. :]

"Thank you mother fucking nature."

I think I might be...


Ever have something to say but no matter what you do you can't come out with it? Yeah. Feel like that right about now. It's not the realisation as much as the guilt, either.

So...

It has been a while!

To say the least. Every day I come on Blogger, see this blog lying untouched, and think 'eh, I'll post tomorrow'. I never do, obviously. I'm not sure what it is, I just can't give myself motivation to write. Today though, I came on Blogger and saw that Ro blogged. This made me feel guilty. Like I should've too. So I am. Right now.

Yeah man.